cold rage

2006-12-19T00:50:00.000-08:00

hey hey ! omg i have been subjected to like a WHOLE week of not being able to use the computer lah! how unfair is that right??? bleah...haha anways, i have to get started on making cupcakes for everyone for christmas..well just my friends but then that is alot of people..still i shall perservere!hehe...woah last night i watched so you think you can dance and you noe what?? DIMITRY got sent home! sobs! Danella told me he had one...LIAR LIAR!!!haha...no lah...hmm...and then after that watched girls out loud!damn nice lah! i love that show it's so damn funny!!!hahha....yesterday was like really funny cos Roz was like selling used underwear at Orchard Road and i was like WHHHHAT??? hahha!then there was this girl who posted nude and provocative pictures of herself on the net!i mean WHORE MUCH RITE??? LOL...anyways, to all my girl pals out there, i met this really hot white dude and we were like talking for ages and well....like i said HOT...so you noe...hehe...anyways, my darling eva is having an operation hope everything goes well! argh kant wait till 29th! going to M'sia to PARTAYin M'sia's partay capital, KL...hehe! i kant wait! it's gonna so awesome lah! haha...anyways, LOTS and LOTS of love to all my darling sexies!love y'all loads! MUAH MUAH!

2006-12-07T03:15:00.000-08:00

tears running down my face
my heart breaking into a million pieces everytime i think of you
i thought you were the one who would comfort me and make me strong
no.i was wrong.you tore me apart holding on to my soul bound be the chains of charm.i almost wish i had never met you. i thought you loved me but you never say those three words to me.love and lust are two different things.taken advantaged of i wish i could understand why you refuse to acknowledge in front of your friends why you never pay me any attention. I am a trophy and nothing more. I only serve to make you look good. was i ever important to you? did you ever love me? no. you never did. I loved you so much no matter what you did to me no matter how little you cared but now it's different.i'm sick of you and how you treat me. my heart black with pure hatred. my rage cold an icy ready to catch hold of you and make your time on the earth stop.i still foolishly believe that we still have something.a love a bond that will never be broken. i almost hate you and yet i love you. how could you torture my soul so? make my pain stop. i want wings of angels to carry me i want freedom.i want love so strong the broken pieces of my heart heal. you could never do that. you never showed me anything but ignorance.so now all i need are wings of an angel a mended heart and love so strong. i never want you in my life again. i've bled enough.i'm gone.never to return.

2006-12-05T22:50:00.000-08:00

Heyya everyone!wow it really has been quite a while since i've posted...bad bad momo!lol!haha! omg i kant believe i posted that draco and harry GAY VIDEO but you see, IT WAS SO DAMN FUNNY!lol! ok ok i know it was SUPER weird for people to see but you know seeeing funny videos like that....ok i'm not gonna explain myself...i dont care what you think but you have just have to watch itcos it's so funny! lol.anyways, let's talk about my holidays!omg they were so totally FUN!!!!!we went kayaking on some course and the water was like so shallow so my sister and i got stuck on the rocks and my parents overturned like 3 times..hahhaha...then the day after that we went hiking up some seriously steep hills and i being the total loser that i slipped!lol....that was mainly cos it rained andthe rocks had moss on it...hahaha...then the day after that we moved from the Hilton hotel to Holiday inn at Damai beach.OMG THE WAVES WERE EFFING HUGE!it was damn fun LAH!my dad and i went in pretty deep...lol..it was bloody fun lah...should have gone body boarding the waves were excellent but then my parents were all totally afraid that i'd get sucked under so they were all like NO...hhahah....tough luck huh?darn i haven't talked talked to most of my frens for so so so super long...such a meanie i am ...LOL..hehe...aiight now, i'm gonna go watch a movie with my sister...Au Revoir!

2006-11-16T17:18:00.000-08:00

Hey there to all my sexy friends!you guys are awesome!!!!i just had to say that lah...hahaha...cos....you girls and guys ARE sexay!hahahhahahaha....siti is my sexay lady, i'm sexay legs...hmmm watcha guys wanna be?MELLON....MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...ehh i don't want murtabak and i don't want to kiss you in like a million years...you grosso....i noe who does...THARA(it's orange because she likes orange)!ooooo...i have an idea....thara and you in photoshop....the wonders i cld acheive...i mean if you get my point lah...I AM EVIL!!!and you noe it!hahahahah...mellon, ur not sexy ok.....ur onli sexay to thara...heehee...ehhh...mellon, i want something in return so that i won't post those pics ah...and the threat still stands....MUAHAHAHAHAHA..ok lah maybe i won't be evil lah but.....you never know with ij girls....anyways....why murtabak ahh?

2006-11-13T19:36:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone!!!!long time since i've last written in this blog! hahahahah!bleargh....i still have so much holiday homework to do.....sobs.....anyways....The wonderfull momo with her sexy legs(hahahahahaha...winks) is having a sleepover! yeah!!! kant wait lah! hahahahaah! wonder how it'll turn out....hmmmm.....LOL....I MISS ALL YOU GUYS FROM CAMP RE-ACT!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahaha!!!gosh...time flies...i gotta go.....gym workout time!YAY!!!(i think!)hahahahaha!laters!!

2006-11-10T02:29:00.000-08:00

hey everyone!thanks for all the nice messages ya?Haha!wow...i seriously miss Camp re-act lah! it was a totally awesome experience!i miss the facs oooddllllleeeessssss and ooooodddddlllllleeeeessss!they were totally awesome! kant wait till we meet them again! hahahaha!well anyways, camp was full of scandelous stories and other funny mumbo-jumbo.heehee! VANESSA CHEE if you are reading this.....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!anyways, all the wonderfull ppl i met at camp...I LOVE YOU GUYS!hehe!well now on to today, i went out with amanda panda vanessa(sa sa) and siti (sits) lol! we were at plaza sing watching material girls and guess who we met......JACK!haahaa!it was totally awesome lah!we talked to him before going in.....heehee......we were actually planning to go watch step up but the show we wated to go for was like sold out sigh so it was material girls for us.....anyways after that the lot of us went down to take neoprints and guess who we met?CLARI BARI CLARISSA! hahahahahahaha!can you believe that?two people in one day!amazing!haha....worse thing was that our neoprint stall thingy swallowed our cash!then we had to wait like about half an hour for the thing to get sorted out by then i was like super late already and i was like damn sured i was gonna be late to get home.so after the pics vanessa and i got stuck in a heavy downpour and i had to share an umbrella with her so we both got seriously soaked ! hahahahahahahaha!anyways once we crossed the road i was both soaking wet and gonna be late so i managed to hail a cab with the help of vanessa and fortunately managed to get home on time even tho i was stuck in a jam on a rainy day! haha very lucky huh? I MISS CAMP RE-ACT!!!! I love you guys!

2006-11-08T06:15:00.000-08:00

MO MO CHEWY JOVEL VAVA SASA SISI DADA ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-05T19:09:00.000-08:00

hey!
today is the happiest day ever for me!i got into sec 3/2! that's like my first choice!unbelieveable!i'm sooooo super happy!haha...anyways, the started with me having the biggest butterflies ever...haha....then we had to wait for what seemed like aeons before we got our results! Believe it or not I, was the only one going to 3/2!so sad!none of my frens are going there!never mind tho' it's a great oppurtunity to make new frens rite?hopefully my other frens will be there too!haha....anywyas, just after receiving my good news, my darling lil sister(i love her loads!!!)told my mum about fer terrible math results!i was soooo sad for her! she's usually brilliant in maths....oh well hope her other marks pull up her overall!!!!golly..hope everything works out for her....anyways to less depressing things....i'm going fr drama camp with my frens!!!!!!!!!YEAH!!!! we're gonna have loads and loads of fun together!!haha..anyways, leave me a msg!cheers!

2006-11-02T23:11:00.000-08:00

hey everyone!!
check out these pics!they're my future/dream cars.....ahhhhh soooo beautifullllll.......I WANT!
http://www.carbodydesign.com/vehicles/ferrari/2004-11-24-superamerica/Ferrari%20Superamerica%204.jpg
http://www.allfastcars.com/wallpaper/lamborghini1280.jpg
http://www.new-dream.de/image/wallpaper/auto/porsche/porsche-05.jpg
ahhhh such beautiiifuuuullll cars....sigh
Anyways...gotta go! bye!

NO tickets?!?!?!

2006-11-01T00:46:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone!!!thanks for dropping by my blog! well let's see what happened today...hmmm...well something very big did indeed happen but only my besties noe about that...hehe...rite anyways i kant wait till the hwa chong(is that how it's spelt?)drama camp thing!!super excited about that! anyways....amanda, Shona, Vanchee(vanessa chee)and i are all planning to catch Step up on fridae!The day after camp and whadya noe?GV Plaza doesn't have tix on that day....and that's the onli thing, it doesn't have tix to any movies that day ! how weird is that rite?a cinema with no movies one whole day on a FRIDAY!!!!! weird rite?haha...anyways, hope things turn out the way we want them to...hopefully we'll get to watch step up coz it's a ROCKING MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HELLL YEAH!anyways..gotta go busta move..also known as finishing holiday assignments....bleah!laters !!!!

check it outttttt!!!

2006-10-27T21:47:00.000-07:00

HEY EVERONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WASSSSSUPPPPPPPPPPPPPS?!?!
Hehe...guess what everyone??I'M having a big bdae bash!!!!hell yeah!!so happy!!!so fun! wanna noe why?cos my mum says i can have a DJ!!!!!!how cool is that huh?anyways, everyone from two seven, I MISS YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!YOU WERE A ROCKING CLASS!!! HOPE YOU GUYS GET INTO THE CLASS YOU GUYS WANNA GO TO YA?!?!?haha..that was a lil spaz...anyways, everyone, please please please leave me a tag.hehe..oh! btw...if you want me to link you please please please leave behind your blog url kk?yeah..aiights now!byeeeeee

2006-10-27T00:59:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone!

haha yes i've started my own blog(again).gosh it's been aeons since i've blogged hehe.well maybe just a year but still....anyways, SCHOOL'S OUT EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yeah!!! i'm super psyched about it!all that time to go out, chill and do whatever i want!haha.ok i've gotta quite that haha thing...that is soooo bimbo....anyways, i'm stuck at home at the moment on a FRIDAY...and that's not all....I'M STUCK DOING MUSIC HOMEWORK!!!!!!!Bleah.....anyways, on to more fun topics....wait, what fun topics?haha....this is exactly what i mean..i am sooooooo boring that all i can possibly talk about is the fact that i have absolutely nothing to talk about....so instead of boring all you people out there with my boring and not to mention downrite daft blog, i'm gonna save you all by stoping my post here....hehe.....btw....DON'T FORGET TO TAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!